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Night of 03.05.2025

I took some pictures on my camera and left the camera on the dining room table. Then I went back to my bedroom. I returned to get the camera to take the pictures off the SD card. But I couldn't find the camera. I went crazy looking for the camera all over the house. When I went into the kitchen to look for the camera. It was in a pot of water in the sink. I took the camera out and it was making a sad face. I took the batteries out of the camera. Then I woke up.

Lets go to the beach (3.1.2025)

Went to the beach with Jenna. We definetly picked the wrong day to go because the weather was horrible. It was cold, cloudy and windy. Couln't tan or go in the water. Besides the bad weather I had a great time. We chatted, played cards and built a sand castle.

Night of 02.24.2025

background info: One of my favorite bands Carpool is preforming at warped tour in Washington DC. Warped tour also has a stop in Orlando which is closer to me but they arent performing there. I saw them last year when they opened for Saturdays at Your Place. They were absolutely incredible. I want to go to another show.

In this dream Carpool was performing at Orlado's Warped Tour stop and i was going to see them specifically. However when I was leaving to go to orlando an Electrician showed up to do electrical work(i Dont remeber specifally where) so I couldnt leave to see Carpool. Once the electrician left I went to Orlando and just missed their performance. Then I decided to go to the DC Warped tour to get another chance to see them. I took the train to DC and on the way there the train hit a person and the train got delayed ever. The train Just would not move. I woke up not being able to see carpool. I woke up feeling so let down and dissapointed. Literally started my day on a bummer.

christmas candy cane ornament (02.18.2025)

I just started a new needle point project to have different projects to work on. i got bored of the stork project. im so close to finishing it i only have a little left. so hopefully having two projects to go between will help me finish them.

Update(02.25.2025)-Finished the stars, face and most of the beard.

crochet bolero/shrug (02.13.2025)

i originally started this shrug to wear to a local show on the 15th idk why i thought i would finish it in time??( i think i couldve finished it if i didn't have to start over. i decided i didn't need to do a swatch test). its looking very cute so far cant wait to see it finished. the image DOES NOT do it justice loll it looks like a tube.

My Thoughts

why are the arts so expensive?

03 March 2025

Why are the arts so undervalued? Art is the beauty in the world from music, writing, poetry, painting drawing, etc.
In college, anything other than STEM isn't valued. Why? Why are only science and math considered important? Yes, technological advances are important. But what keeps life interesting and worth living is art.
Every day it becomes more difficult to experience art. Going to see musicians has only gotten more expensive. Tell me why it's almost 100 dollars to see a musician from the nosebleeds. Ticket Master needs to kick the bucket it's all their fault. I think I would be a happier person if Ticketmaster/Live Nation didn't exist.
I would love to see a ballet, orchestra, musical, or music show. I want to appreciate and experience the arts but people are being choked out by the economy. You can't go with your friends to see a show. Cant take ur kids to see the Lion King musical. You cant afford to go on a weekend vacation. People cant even afford eggs.
In the current state of the US, there is only so much doom and gloom I can handle. I want to have fun. I want to distract myself from reality for 2 hours and SEE A FUCKING MUSICAL. Why are tickets to see Mean Girls 109 dollars? I can't even afford to buy eggs.
It seems so trivial to bitch about the arts not being affordable when there are bigger fish to fry. But the small fish are easier to catch.
I used to play instruments in school. For me it was an affordable way to experience the arts. I want to do that again. I want to take music classes be in an orchestra. Be part of a musical community. There are no community orchestras near me. Music classes are expensive. So the dream of being in a local orchestra seems so unatainable.
Tragically, school districts are defunding the arts. It was the only thing I looked forward to in school.
In this economy, it is becoming more impossible to have hobbies. To have any joy. To do anything that is not work. I guess it is what they want.